Post 7/check-in-mini-review

Hello again guys! Whats up? One day I will add a comment box or something so you can actually respond.

Very sorry for taking literally five hundred years to update this website again.
I have been super mega busy with school, and before that work -- and since I don't bring my computer to school anymore (very very sad about that actually) I'ts easy for life to get in the way. I have actually been wanting to update but the sheer amount of things I've wanted to bring up have made that task seem super overwhelming. BUT since there is literally no pressure, I feel like I can just prioritize all the things I currently want to talk about and kind of skim over or skip the rest. One of the biggest events of the year for me has been
watching S1 and 2 of Twin Peaks and the movie, Fire Walk With Me.
I am not gonna get super into it because I feel like everyone and their mother has a better, more thought out way of talking about that show than I could have, but my general opinion is that it was at its best when it focused on the murder of Laura and explored her character -- sadly everything else often fell super flat due to how hit or miss the acting is and was honestly just kind off frustrating sit through.
Sorry I'm not as Lynchian as you guys I guess.

Fire Walk With Me though -- never in my life have I watched a movie so soaked in despair.
Absolutely dreadful, and so so good. The first movie I have ever seen that actually utilizes liminal spaces, and it does so in a terrifying way. I thought you knew it was me all along. One of the strongest movies have ever seen, but I don't think I'm going to be ready to rewatch it anytime soon.

Another movie I watched that I won't be rewatching very soon is Giant,
not because I didn't like it, because I did -- but mostly because it's so so long, I'm hoping to find it on DVD though so I can put it on to watch with my mom on a lazy day.

As for video games, I never bought Delta. I feel kind of bad about it but since they didn't redo any of the animations I think it looks a little silly, coupled with the fact that I'm not really in love with the new designs
-- it was a no for me.

But I'm SO happy to see so many new people interested in Metal Gear though!
And I hope that it leads to new remakes of other games, particularly of the pre-PlayStation ones.
They are so important to the general plot and especially to Solid Snake's arc.
Need to see Frankie in hd…

So, instead of buying Delta, I bought the Silent Hill 2 Remake. And -- WOW. Holy fucking shit. I have stayed away from the Silent Hill franchise for a long long time
because it's just so popular, and I'm not gonna lie, everyone seems kind of elitist about it.
But now I'm sucked in too. The story of 2 was very much down my alley,
I'm a big BIG fan of the subconscious and the taboo, the conjured and the desired.
I don't know if any other game in the series is like this, but I hope so.

So to really get into the franchise, I have been playing the first one from 1999, and I really like it too -- though it seems like it's going in a more traditional narrative direction. But don't get me wrong though,
I would pick Harrys pixel-y ass over James ANY DAY.

It's very good for me because it's older, which means, not as scary for me as the remake was. I'm very much a RUN instead of FIGHT kind of guy, so horror games can get kind of hard for me.
I'm going to play the original Silent Hill 2 also -- AND Born From A Wish, which I have HEARD is about Maria. I'm very excited for that because Maria was one of my favorite aspects of the game for me.
So look forward to that gamers!

Also, as for now, I'm 20 years old. Yippie, I guess.
I don't really feel any different but I guess it's hard to feel something like that in the moment, maybe in a couple years I can look back and notice a big change or something. I don't know.
Thank you for 13 followers btw, I promise I will catch up on what you guys have been up to as well.

See Ya!

todays date is 15th of december, 2025!

hello and welcome to my blog kinda!

im a 20 year old guy who is still kind of new to this.

im here because i want some alone time -- and a place for me to just post my thoughts without worrying about how i come across to others.

i am an artist so if you want, you can check out my portfolio -- my interests are/will become obvious with time.

if you want to befriend me you should reach out -- I would love to hear from you!

TO DO LIST!

• add some kind of grain
• share some of my work on my art page
• update again... tsk tsk
• fix the change-log scrolling problem
• add graphics in review posts
• figure out how to collapse longer posts

art/grapic credits:

ethel cain - perverts-related artwork
andrew wyeth - wind of the sea
dragan bibin - the pull
andrew wyeth - jacklight

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15th of december - added grain!!!! hopefully it doesn't interfere with the clicking.

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14th of december - hello i am back, had to squish some stuff in because the width of websites changed while i was gone ????i guess??? i also changed the song into something more chill so i could have autoplay. updated my description also.

Willoughby Tucker, I'll Always Love You

august 5th - slight chance to the upper teeth, wanted it to stay even on all sizes but i think i failed :( update: THE NEOCITIES THUMBNAIL LOOKS ALRIGHT YIPPIE :D

august 3rd - BIGGGG archive update! it looks so good!!! --- even if you dont care much for my blog-esque posts you should check it out just because its pretty :)

also added some stamps to the stamps-page, changed the header font and updated some links + song.

july 10th - updated some of my images + new quote + archive...looks a bit uggo right neow

I feel like I should bring this up, but ive never been very good at coming across empathetic through text, so i'm doing it here for the hardcore readers.

I want to make something clear -- I still really like hayden and her music, and I do believe that she has changed.

But racism is still, past or present, so so destructive. Even though I am white and not the target I still feel very bad and ashamed for having really fallen into celebrity worship of a person that have caused damage like that in the past.

i'm very sorry to everyone that got affected back then and to all the black and/or mexican fans that felt betrayed and silenced by others coming to her defence instead of listening to your struggles.


july 7th - added secret edit link + updated sinjin youtube link. probably more stuff i forgot about. it has been a WHILE since i last updated.

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june 8th - finally made a site for my comic -- only got the link up and not much else right now. im making un-published progress right now...

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june 3rd - changed song again... sorrryyyyy but how could i not? upd the archive page + some of the animations on here.

june 3rd - changed song, fixed with the sceret shrine.

may 31th - added favorite article/quote button -- please go support the author! added a favicon + implemented java for animated title, very cool!

may 29th - fixed side-scroll problem. archive upd.

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may 25th - removed music on stamps and archive page.

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may 17th - log created, added a proper footer. stamps + archive page. fixed some stuff that needed fixing.